(1kings 3 : 2-15)

You know the feeling you have when you love someone that loves someone else
Or when you love someone and they keep asking you to help them get with someone else

So I prayed to God to bless me with someone that loves me and adores me
I asked for the perfect love
I asked for someone that will love me enough to die for me

I waited for so long and I never saw anyone who would love me the way I prayed to be loved.
I wandered if God wasn’t paying attention I wandered whether he chose not to answer.

Was I not deserving of that sort of love
Was I not ready enough?
So I started to prove myself
Loving man the way I wanted to be loved
But still Unsatisfied

It was as if He intentionally refused to grant me what I asked
And so angrily in tears my heart cried out to Him
I begged Him to tell me why he wasn’t bringing my love to me
And then he said

You wanted someone that would see themselves in you
I made you in my own image (Genesis 1: 26)

You wanted someone to be patient with you
My steadfast love endures forever (psalm 136: 26)

You wanted a love that was not controlling
I asked you to love others just as I have loved you (John 15: 9-17)

You wanted a love that will strife with you
Yet my love was poured into your heart to grant you hope and endurance (Romans 5: 2-5)

You wanted a love that gives you confidence
Through my love I have made you more than conquerors (Romans 8: 37-39)

You wanted a forgiving lover
I loved you while you were still a sinner (Romans: 5-8)

You wanted a love that makes selfless sacrifices
Yet I loved you so much that I laid down my life for you (John 15:13, 3:16)
Yet from you Sacrifice and offerings I wouldest not (Hebrew 10: 8)

He did answer me after all and gave me the greatest love of all.
All others are secondary to Him

The only irreplaceable love of my life
If only I could love you just half as much as you love me.
I chose to love you
with all my heart
With all my soul
With all my might

(The Ministrey of reconciliation… everything should give glory to God)

Thanks for walking this journey with me love ASJ

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